For the past week I have been thinking a lot about the time I spent in France. Anyways, I have never liked the french military... here is another reason why.

http://www.yourdailyawesome.com/2007/11/14/photos-from-french-nuclear-test-1970/

but the photos are beautiful.

Its been a while, I know. And honestly I have no excuse for my absence.

The site overhaul has been put on hold until the server has been figured out. More time for the re-design.

'Zombie Jr High' is still in the brainstorming stage. The writing aspect is taking its time.

On the other hand, 'Walking Park' is doing fairly well. Spending the night getting it on paper, some of it at least.

Buttons have still not arrived. Action will soon be taken against purebuttons.com for their lousy service.


And after all that, I am alive.

I smiled.

and when he opened his mouth to say the words i can only dream of boys saying
i was stopped, by the suicide of angles on the steps of St. Paul's
reverted to detours where words lose their meanings
and my lips have affairs with the stars
I can fall no longer, deeply into your arms
i can see nothing of the past
it is with my sincerest apologies i return to you with empty hands
for blasphemy did once do me well
you are now revered by my senses
"welcome to the palace of the absurd"
swap grins with me and show yourself
your benevolence, hidden behind a farce and simple showing
will be your undoing

mouth closed again
you looked better in my dream
I had just run out of time.

Had a convo last night with Mister Zaiden (see site here) and he convinced me to try editing again.  So here is my first attempt.

So i just got my beautiful camera. Its a Nikon D70S DSLR. FUCKING BEAUTIFUL! I also have very hot friends, who were willing to photo whore with me. Anyways, Happy Birthday Jalila, and here are the pictures!







( Rochanna )
( Ronny )

Ronny, Jessica, Ollie, Jeff, Mr Seat Face and I had a party in my car.  And here are some pictures.... including this one:

Come one, Come all

This Sunday night at the Gladstone Melody Bar: Find your Band Night! Bring your instruments, even a kazoo, and play your heart out. Us at the Haunted Fishtank know a few too many people who are looking for a band; let this be our gift to you.

And my usual message to my poets: COME OUT AND PLAY! Couple weeks ago at "It all started with a Whisper" we had some great Spoken Word/flute pieces. Lets top that!

Sunday October 22
9pm-??
Open Mic
Hosted by Molle Dorst and Marnie (this is probabily Marnie's last night with us so lets celebrate in style!)

Gladstone Melody Bar
Gladstone and Queen West
Parking across from the Drake
TTC stop right outside!

Message me for details.

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Hey everyone,

Life has been one huge rollercoster ride the last week or so. I am quite sorry for the lack of updates lately.

Anyways:
I took about a thousand pictures on Sunday at Fishtank, and deleted them all by accident. So I am SOOOOO SOOORRY to those who I promised pictures. I will make it up to you when i get my camera back.

Last night I went out to It all Starts With A Whisper. Marnie invited me to read and it was much fun. 4 people performed: Marnie, Myself, Chad Laughing (who is quite the performer) and Kay (who is quite the mini-Yogi). There wern't many people there, which was a nice, needed change for me. I felt as if we, the audience and artist, were sharing with eachother. As if it was less of a show and as if we were all on a common ground. I took about 300 pictures, which are all part of a mini animation, which is about a minute long. Unfortunately I am unable to upload them right now, but the second i can you know i will! If you would like to see the animation send me an email.

I just got a call from Eddy, and I will be working at the Canadian Festival of Spoken Word on Saturday.  I am time keeping for the finals! I hope to have my camera back by then so that I can take pictures of my poetic idols.

On an unrelated side note:  My mother called me weird for being into debate and poetry.  Pshaw.

Another unrelated side note:  I enjoy making friends and having heart to hearts with people.  So, to those of you who are part of the Party In Molle's Car Crew, thanks people.

xoxoxoxo
Keep the words alive.

I was emerced in both film and debate, in thought and conversation when ring ring went my phone.  To my amazement it was mister Danger himself.  It was as if the debate that killed my soul was nothing anymore.  It was as if the bomb went off, the metal doors closed behind me and up the stairs I went.

Did Isaac actually die on Mount Moriah?

Back to the call.  It was RJ.  Out of the blue, completely.  The greatest surprise of my life.

As you rest your head on the pillow for those valuable last few moments before you wake the words Good Morning Sweetheart are gently pressed onto your cheek. Even though you may feel tired and drowsy your loved one can see how you feel.

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I am sick :(

To tonight's Fishtank installment was pretty dead.  I mannaged to somehow take 60ish pictures which is weird.

I read 4 pieces, and embarassed myself with a new randition of Tranny Hopping Good Time.  (Never again will I do that!!)  Anywho, tonight was all about the songwriters.

My thursday consisted of wine, Brick, more wine, Natasha, and n2O.

Chris likes to takre HORRIBLE pictures of me.  So here they are.

Poll #828275
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4

Would you pay 40$ for a private Lazer Quest Lock-in (11pm-5am) with bands and food?

mmmm new Zaiden photos.  Sometimes I wish I had the esteem to contact him.  But that is for another day.  Today: we enjoy photos.